in the motions
and the things that you say
it all will fall
fall right into place
As the restless, stinging, torrential sea of emotions still tosses inside me, I am so, so, glad that no one who reads this blog knows what the above song truly means.
Because as I sat in on a log in the middle of the woods today and listened to this song, it was gut-wrenching how much I needed to hear it.
I still have no earthly idea why everything frustrating and sad suddenly swelled up inside me and I realized that even still, after ten months, I wished I could be anywhere else.
In any case, it was terrifying how much I missed home all over again. But as always, I'll get up tomorrow and be fine.
And no one knows what those words mean anyway. I don't have to let on what they really say about how I feel.
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