This too shall pass...
Grrrr. I wish I could have something cognitive and relevant and acceptable to say.
I wonder if anyone even reads this anymore.
Wouldn't that be depressing if I thought I had all these readers and it turns out it's just my mom.
Well. In any case.
I wish I was less awkward.
My life would just go so much more smoothly. People would probably like me a lot more. I'd like myself more instead of having all these hundreds of daily moments where I can't believe my own stupidity and want to stab myself.
*colossal sigh*
I'd be even more boring than I already am, though. So I guess this is my best bet.
Sadly.
I still read this:)
ReplyDeleteP.S. You're not awkward. It turns out that we all just think we're awkward or weird, but in all actuality, life isn't that complicated. You just come off as cute or normal, or people don't even notice. We tend to multiply things in our heads to punish ourselves.
So...stop punishing yourself ^_^
Though you have the inalienable right to post things like this, and I have the immutable drive to read and love whatever you write (as do others, though they may stay anonymous), I should tell you--as a person--that you are such a cool, classy person. You have no idea the effect you have. And I mean that with everything I am.
Just letting you know.
Carry on now.
Dearest Abigail,
ReplyDeleteIf you are awkward then I must be completely out of this world awkward. If I had a quarter for every time I mentally smacked my forehead a day I could get this country out of debt. At to that I am clumsy. So what I am trying to say is, even if you were awkward (which you aren't) you would awkward cool. Just like I make clumsy look graceful. Ok actually I just make clumsy look clumsy......
Miss ya! Cody DeVries