The Hour of Second Guessing

So while turning in my sheets

and once again I cannot sleep

I knew this would come. It always does.

But why is it so hard?

Every time I say something, immediately I wish more than anything I could take it back.
Why did I just say that?

So silence is always the default.

But silence, though safe, is stifling before long.

So here I am with a headache
and the decision that there's no way I can win this one.